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Carolina ILICA
BICIUIRE / WHIPPING
A man with his hair cut
all smelling fresh.
His hair cut short very short as if a soldier's
Looking much younger
For the sake of a woman, maybe,
The park
is hardly green.
I look for a hillock here
a place more swelling
A moist heap of violets
violet and suave (Viola suavis)
O, how strong is my longing for your breast
A pillow much harder
To lay beneath the back of my head
When I dream.
Then I look for two twin arms
Grown together
Of melancholic linden tree
Or maybe your hands I look for
To bind
to seize
And then I whip you
With snaps of bloody twig
ready-knotted
here and there.
I thoroughly whip you
So that you may feel little pain
on your outside
But as much as
You may enjoy it more.
In the way your longing
Feels pain
inside you.
VREAU SĂ TE VĂD RÎZÎND
/ I WANT TO SEE YOU LAUGH
I want to see you laugh
So as to have your eyes set on fire
Devastating around
The violet groves
of dun mauve dark rings
Of your quite sleepless nights.
I want to see you laugh
And laugh with you again
So that the upper teeth see the bottom ones
And the bottom ones see the upper ones
And yours mine
And mine yours
As the white pebbles on both banks
Sparkling
at each other
Come out from the violin-like water
Of the rivers run from the mountains
It's so much shared intimacy-
As if they made love with each other again-
Among those laughing together.
Let's scatter to wind then the preconceived idea
that poets have to be forever sad
and drink from Holy Grail of sorrows!
They also are worthy of tasting
At least to have an idea
about happiness.
Though they just sing
about it
without it!
MASINI / MACHINES
A perfect machine
for breathing,
Provided with two-cycle engine
Self-adjusted
Raced in the day time
A relanti in the night,
Is your broad breast.
And my sleep near it
is another machine –
provided with a balloon or with wings
for climbing, for dreaming? –
Able to rise ever higher
Till it is out of sight
At a wedding in heavens
Where people drink
Red wines
Where I also drink with pleasure
But my measure velvet-like and scarlet
Is hardly large as
The petal
Of the cultured rose bush
Baccara
That you always have about you.
Your breast itself
Is a two-cycle engine machine
for breathing
of this age
run in and expensive
at work in the day time and in the night.
And my sleep
a machine for air
Ever newer ever fragile
with each night
Hanging
hanging
From the balloon blown up with the helium of the dream
much lighter than air
Or in between the wings too large
of a glider.
Ready to fall any time
To come down with a crash
Without crashing you
But crashing itself
Against your breast.
PLAJĂ / BEACH
I keep basking in the sun.
My body all sweat beneath me
As if someone were lying also there
Makes my beach sheet wet.
My face upward between the linden-trees and birches
Abandon under the cloud
That bends
dark
as your hair dark once
now fringed with silver.
It gently bends
Over my fair image.
Seldom and hardly perceptible
Pass by small planes
of birds
A feather leaving behind
That falls down on to the open book
By my head.
At my head
where
Like a cross in bloom
A shrub wild
proud
Of marsh mallow tall
single
Swings its shoulders
one white-pink corolla on top:
butterflies Polyommatus icarus
Don Juans
Erotic men.
invade it.
I look at them
but soon I forget all about them.
For in the lofty birches
Gentle
little
hardly perceptible
Is the leaf light
As your sleep
gentle
and little
hardly perceptible:
Lying
In my memory
voluntary
Indigo-blue -violet.
MÎINE NOAPTE / TOMORROW NIGHT
Tomorrow night there will be full moon.
Through the window it will come into my house like a
lover
Obsolete and romantic
that won't let me sleep.
The full moon is strong as you are
And won't let me sleep.
It will definitely remind me of you:
Standing
like an everlasting Adam
before the open window
drawing the curtain slightly aside .
Reaching out your arms even more
Drawing aside
The outside curtain
also
of the rain
Cold and with fringes
Cooling you
from me
from yourself
from both of us
After you've initiated me in wonders.
For wonders are all
that happen to you but once in your life!
Yes, tomorrow night there will be full moon
And as it is now I shall have
Bluish circles
round my eyes.
The full moon is strong as you are
It lets me not sleep
From this very night
when
I remember again:
you staying
Before the open window
Reaching out your arms
Drawing slightly aside
The other
outside curtain
of the rain
Cold
with fringes
While I kept praying
deluding myself
Like Juliet
that that night,
the first night,
should no longer meet the daybreak
Never!
DEPENDENTĂ / ADDICTION
I have become
Like a drug addict
Drinking the hot smokes
of marijuana
or breathing in the pollen of cocaine
Without needing anything of all that.
Of course.
Except you
and you
again
For you stir up my senses.
You excite my mind.
To think no more of you
I abandon myself to flowers
I keep gardening all day long.
My balcony is a home for flowers.
I talk to them I talk to each of them
I caress their leaves
as if I caressed
uncountable lips-
that seem
to be yours!
Sometimes I sing for them.
Caresses stimulate their growth
Just as happens to babies.
My Japanese roses
coming down to several generations-
for they are mother, grandmother and
great-grandmother-
Every day they show me one flower
red, passionate
and unique
apparently useless
but unavailable
As beauty is.
And Christmas flower plants- how do they count:
on their fingers
on their blunt leaves
geometrically multiplied?-
Since they hang
Their cyclamen earrings
At Christmas!
But none of my flowers has corolla
violet
or black.
None of them lets me think of you
If I happen to think
one thing or other
drops out of my hand
I break all in the house.
For I'm addicted to you
Dreaming of you
over and
over again
I keep doctoring myself with violet
nearly black
(in my memory stored)
As if I drank hot smokes
of marijuana
As if I breathed in the yellowish pollen
of cocaine.
NOPTI DE VARĂ / SUMMER NIGHTS
Summer nights when I sleep
As in a native clearing
refreshing myself
In the grass embellished with flowers of the bed
clothes
With corollas of different tints of violet
Of which I choose:
Neither spring crocuses
nor bluebells
or sweet violets.
Neither hollowworts
nor pasque flowers.
Neither acanthuses
preciously speckled.
Nor tiny calyces
Or tender fox gloves
Spoilt with diminutives
As children
are.
Neither vulgar columbines
called also gypsy's flowers.
Nor mulleins with spikes
Ever smaller and darker
to its top
as if they came to an end in the sky
Neither wild thyme
nor lavender
or healing
mint.
Neither aconite
nor tare
or Hungarian vetch
in tendrils
twining around
the hayfield.
Neither sage lamenting
Nor liliac (Syringa vulgaris).
Or belladonna
a great lady
whose maiden name is Atropa belladona
Bearing on the same dress –
as the Heaven's tree does
on the same branches –
Both fruit and flowers at a time
(In tiny dose
it reassures the heart)
(In large dose
it brings death by poisoning).
Neither thistles
noble also
but debased
begging
beside the edge of the ditches
or withdrawing far away
in the mountains
among cliffs solitary as a hermit.
None of all this.
But, yet,
irises alone,
being genuine irises
embarrassed for
The whiteness so white
Of the breasts.
I choose the irises
with their stem long
tremulous
under the petals turned up and humid
like a pair of labia.
Summer nights
when I sleep
naked
on the irises violet and erotic
of the bed clothes
wakened by the sun
dreaming and dreaming myself
in the bottomless pit of your arms
under you
as under the fire sky,
it also naked!
Poeme traduse de Olimpia IACOB
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