I’m paty to the present, friends (caught in a leather strip I keep walking)
I’m the superb uselessness reared and allured:
I’ve been promised seasons of gold (o, Gethsemane)
but I can hardly guess the spring’s explosions -
this woman with much tired flesh (my look holds her by the hip)
tired tired tired (just like your sex, you, human being)
I have historical sense, this has been said already:
I stay in the prophet’s ear and I hear how the rotten apples fall down
in Europe
I the drowned man hidden in Sunday clothes
I’ve closed my days (nought gives birth to noughts):
I carve the sign of each day on the body of an salon executioner
and I ask him whether it is not late for me to descend into himself
to smoke my last fear
tamed and printed with cheers in a first edition
the joy and the holiness of the fools keep the balance
beneath the cross where I keep an eye on my own being
whence I’ll fall under the sword of my own conscience
over and over again... ladies and gentlemen, for thousands of hours
for thousands of times I’ve been on the watch in these sentences...
And over and over again happy and scared we’ll come back to our homes
scared as the maidens whose threat is growing ripe in their nipples
ASCULTAREA PIETRELOR / Listening To The Stones
Another day paint mould
the clay of emotions just as Our Lord wrote the BOOK
with his finger
light, sift the corpse of the Fair through the sieve -
were singing those who kept wasting away the holy light
kissing the mouth of the lunch time at the canteen of the poor
then they all were advancing enveloped in a fiery ghost
as an unknown procession of hearts
the light I seize with the knives and like a fool I burst into laughing
I’m cursed to feed this beast
called suffering
I’ve tied its umbilical cord to the heart
of an obscene word
hungry passion I’m running through your body
of heroine I wish to tell you:
I’m the wilderness and tonight
we begin listening to the stones
TENTATIA NEGATIEI / The Temptation Of Negation
Between Demon and Lord
my tired flesh
kisses
the holiness
of the fools
between faith and blasphemy
my flesh much tired
speaks
the language
of the beasts
under the sign of the deified cross
between prayer and oath
the ruin
keeps building me up
before being born
a bit of eucharist
lights its blood
watches through the skin of fright
the horizon
of another time
lying between reality and utopia
thinking of not being a man
thinking of not being a man
ORB MÃ PLIMBAM ÎN LÃUNTRUL LOR / Blind I Was Walking Within Them
I am the man with no man
within me I’m hunting the lonely beast
You are the man with no man
out of silences you are born by celestial eroticism
he is the man with no man
to him life is equivalent to death
she is their spreaking flesh
she is the naked noon the free water
within her breasts two angels are left there
we are the men with no biography
idlers townspeople day people neon people, paper people
you are the emperors hidden
in the autumn of the nuns
and you are the butchers the debauchery late in the night
they are the cold of the abysmal revelation
their shadow footprints leave behind
they are the maids the questions of the flesh
they are the breath that puts out the light
of mist, of call, of hazard
(Traduceri de Olimpia IACOB)